Yeah I know this should actually be the first thing I had to write on DA
but i don't care anymore

Well I guess you kinda know from my gallery that my girlfriend dumped me on the most hard way (i think so), she stopped talking to me and answering my e-mails.
I want to hate her, but i can't, right now i'm a mess, though no-one can see at school or at home, 'cause they'll ask stuff what i don't want to hear and think about.
This is sooo fucked up, goddamit why do all bad things happen to me.
I want to scream it all out!!!
why does pain exists in this world, everyone is talking we want peace on earth, but they don't understand war isn't just fighting with guns and bombs, war can be more painful than death
what would hurt the most to die instantly from a bullet in the head or in your heart or getting stabbed with words and non-lethal actions like my girlfriend did and live on like this wouldn't you want a quick death than suffering your whole life from things like this???
it's like she cut my heart out and i can still live and feel the pain of a heart cutted in pieces
If there's a God and i hope there's one, and he wants the best for us, than why? why does he let people suffer like this?????????????????????????????